But, he doesn’t care about my feelings. He just cares that he has my attention. I know this is difficult because I can feel it. I can feel his eyes on me, his touch on my body, his breath on my neck, and my heart beating. I can feel his body heat and his desire. I can feel his presence and his energy. But, what happens when he is in the room with me? He doesn’t care.
He doesn’t care about my feelings. He cares that I have his attention, because he cares about the moment. He cares because he wants to feel in his skin what it is like to be alive. He knows that he can feel the exact moment he has been in before because he knows that the memories can only be stored on the surface of his skin. But, what happens when he is in the room with me is that he doesnt care he just cares that I have his attention.
He does realize that he is in the room with his sister, and he remembers her. Or he remembers me, or he remembers my sister, or he remembers his sister. The truth is, all he cares about is that I have his attention.
I guess what we have here is a case of the “I don t care” syndrome. When a person is in the room with you, they don’t care about you, they don’t care about whatever is going on with their world. We are the only ones who care about the things that matter to us, and we are completely oblivious to the fact that we are in the room with each other.
A good example of this is when I was in a relationship. I was in the room with my boyfriend during a break up. We had been going out casually for a while, and we’d been talking for a little while. Then, we were sitting at the break up table and I said something that I forgot was in the conversation. He looked up and gave me a confused stare and then we both broke out laughing. We hadn’t even had a conversation about it.
This is the kind of thing that makes me wonder why I am in a relationship. I actually care about the other person. I want them to feel close to me, to feel the same way I feel about them. But I dont want them to feel that way about me, and I have no idea how to do that.
I know this because I get angry, and I can only control it to some extent. But I still get angry sometimes. And it feels like there is something about me that people can’t tell, and that it is a part of me. I know it’s not my fault, but I feel like I am not good enough, or smart enough, or whatever. But I cant help it.
So that gets worse. I also tend to get jealous of friends who are close to me, but who dont have that same feeling for me. I know its not my fault, but it still makes me jealous. I know its not their fault, but it still makes me jealous. I know its not just me, but I get jealous of others who seem to have the same feeling for me. Its my nature.
Its a complex issue that has been explored by psychologists and neuroscientists in the past, but I suspect it has to do with the feeling of “autonomy.” Humans are social animals, and we tend to find it hard to be alone. We tend to seek connections, because we have the capacity to seek comfort and reassurance from others. When we can find no one to care about, we become sad, isolated, and in trouble.
I get jealous when I think I have the ability to make other people happy, but I also get jealous when I think I don’t. I feel like I can’t have the same feelings for someone else because I don’t have the capacity to have it. When I see someone else going through what I go through, I feel like I am responsible for them. I care a lot about them, which in turn causes me to feel like a burden on them.