I was sitting on the porch when I felt the tears start to flow. I could feel myself starting to cry, and I was so overwhelmed by the emotions that I had been crying. It was as if my emotions were being pushed to the surface.
Like most depressive states, it doesn’t last long. The first month or so is usually the hardest, but the longer you are in a depressive state, the more likely (in my case) it is to continue for a long time. This is why I feel the need to share these feelings with you. They’re not just for the sake of depression. They can be very healthy, helpful and even healing to someone who suffers from it.
The first few weeks of depression are usually the hardest, so I know I will definitely be sharing these feelings with you. It’s not a feeling I ever want to relive. I know it’s not possible, but I feel the urge to share them with you.
I have always been in a state of depression for most of my life. Ive never been able to recover, and Ive had to be very careful about how I talk about it to others. Ive always been afraid of what others would think, and also how I would feel if I did something that would upset them. Thats why I dont say things like: “I feel like shit when I see you”. Or: “I feel like I just can’t live without you”.
I totally get that. I also wish I could share that feeling with you now, but I need to tell you something first. When you look at me, theres no doubt in your mind that I’m happy and I wish I was. But my happiness is not the same as yours. You are more of a reflection of your inner thoughts and feelings.
Well, you are. But I am happy to say that when you look at me, it’s not just with the eyes. It’s with those eyes, those ears, those ears, those eyes. I can feel the vibrations of your lips on my tongue. I can feel your breath on my skin. And I can feel your heartbeat racing through your chest.
That’s exactly right. You are a mirror of your own thoughts and feelings. When you look at me, all you see is an emotion. When you look at my emotions, all you see is an emotion. You don’t see what I see. You don’t see the truth that I see. You don’t see the truth that I see. You see only the reflection of your own thoughts and feelings.
I think I have found the opposite of depression, and that is happiness. When I look at you, I see a reflection of my own emotions and thoughts. When I look at your emotions, I see a reflection of my own emotions and thoughts. When you look at my emotions, you see a reflection of your own emotions and thoughts.
So why do we feel the way we do? We all have something to be happy about, don’t we? Just because we’ve got a problem doesn’t mean we don’t have happiness. There are many things we can do to fix our problems and there are even many things we can do to make other people happy. All we have to do is start with asking ourselves “Am I happy?”.
There are many solutions to depression. Taking medication, getting a good night sleep, getting exercise, doing more socializing, reading more, talking to a therapist, etc. are all ways of getting ourselves out of the rut that we live in. So far, the most effective way we can get out of our depression is to get more depressed. But most people don’t get depressed enough to do that.